Give in?/

I am having a hard time in deciding whther we let this life make you bitter or not? As a result of what, i am delaying my actions. This makes me worried, time wasted is life watsed but I really need to know if it is okay to let life turn you bitter. I had once written, "what doesn't kill you makes you bitter", I guess it does happen.
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Can we kill devil by only becoming one?
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I have learnt, the way i have been brought up is that they do it like that because they are like that which does not really mean that we should start doing that cause we should be how we are. I do not want to go that path, I am not revengeful at all, sometimes I hate it. But then, isn't the wise thing is to cut yourself free from all the stupidity. Life is challenging and like i have said before, the only way to we can know how strong our beliefs are is by testing them. And the test is life, the practical life we lead.

The Ordeal

Ram, fearing that he might get fired stares deep into the space in front of his eyes almost as if glaring into the abyss and his past being reflected back.

Ram is an promising, enthusiastic young man. Being the Project Manager, he is vital to the success of his company. He has won many contracts for his company as his customer relations skills are so fine that it almost feels natural to see him present a contract to a customer. He has been recognized at global scenes and given much visibility by his company, successful and wealthy, that's what people call him. The bottom line is his company believes in him and he delivers.

All I want is a place on your shelf

Came to the waves, breaking skies,
on my way.
Jumped, into the past, where i rest,
to the things, once i left.

finally, i do come back, to my country where i left,
to the things i want, but certainly never get.
child inside me, tells me i want it,
the skies are not the same,neither the air.

Screw it up – aka – my apology!

Okay, so here it goes, my apology for each and every one who has looked forward to and found nothing to read here.

Yeah, so the thing is that I stopped writing here on facebook as I planned and decided in my head to be more focused on my writing project, and use whatever energy I put here on that but did i? No, I failed, the more I tried to keep this away, the more it went away from me, I love this, yeah, I love writing. This has been the ultramost discovery of my self in the adult years, and I want to write so much but then, I am a lazy ass, seriously, one time I almost paid 100$ for buying a software that would decipher my speech into text and I thought -  yeah, finally, glory but I did not take it because its different. Whats different, the story telling when you write and when you speak, I tend to get preachy and very philosophical (though dead sexy) when I speak, but I realized I am more grounded when I write. Plus, the phase of live where I speak and millions listen would only be achieved by writing, writing something that moves your head, twistes your brain, or just purely makes you love it.

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Mind game, blinding flash
i see the party
i wanna gatecrash
but it’s not always easy
they never know till they see that look in your eyes
the look that says something’s missing
says you wanna be one of a thing
you wanna fly you wanna die
but you can’t even get by
without one breath of death

The Phobia of Growing Old

This has been something on my mind lately which i haven't been able to get rid off, and in the process of trying to forget it i have thought about it more. Is growing old that big a deal??/

Situation:
Friday, 9 march, 2012 - David Guetta (Also one of my favorite DJs) performed in Delhi. This time for this event, me and my friend agreed to let it go after the great Metallica debacle and just let it go! You know, we wanted to go but then, its becoming hot now here in Delhi day by day and i refused to be part of something which starts mid-afternoon and does not engulf the whole night in the party.

Action:
The Guetta concert was not attended, instead intensive rounds of guetta's songs and many a searches about him was done.Plus the booze, you know.
On a personal note, i admire Guetta's showman skills then his Dj skills cuz there are other Djs on my list which beat the fuck out of David

Conclusion:
This whole process taught me an immensely valuable theory, i myself implied it through the analysis that i did.
For those who here now think that i lost 

Marital status

Just talking to a friend about marriages and somone's recent marriage, i could not stop myself and presented below is the output.People are getting married and i dont know if they really understand the idea, the gist of marriage plus the consequences.I mean y do we have to get married, y does anyone have to get married?
I mean yeah, yes, marriage is a good thing but the idea, the thought of marriage is so overwhelming that i really wanna ask people how do they tackle it down, only if it is not ignorance helping them. Taking a decision this big in life, yet people marry to their school lovers, so did they made this decision in school or what?  I know for sure there is some underlying concept that i dont, yes i still do not understand. There is this quote i really like " Marriage is a beautiful institution, but who wants to live in an institution"// Also, if 

Because we are Men!

1. Why are men such jerks? It's a testosterone thing. Much similar to your PMS thing, we men suffer from testosterone poisoning. Why do you think the average life span of a male is typically 10 years shorter (and it's not just from all the bitching and nagging we have to endure)? Hormone modifies behavior. We're just misunderstood.

2. Why do men always have to ogle at other women? Again, this is a testosterone thing. Do you honestly think that all the testosterone just fell out of our bodies the moment we met you? Besides, women do it as well. Women are just much better at not getting caught. I'm fairly certain it's some sort of photographic memory deal. Women take one quick look and memorize it for later reference. Since men lack this ability, we try to burn it into our memory by staring as much as we can.

Alone in the woods!

I came across this beautiful writing -
The question was raised: "If a man alone in the woods speaks, and his wife cannot hear him, is he still wrong?"
I have considered this question in light of the principles of Modern Physics and offer my thesis, dedicated to my wife, who anchors me in reality.
In the year 1900 Max Planck discovered that the energy of light is quantified. In 1905 Albert Einstein used Planck's Constant to write the theory of the Photoelectric Effect, that light behaves as a particle when it comes to energy transfer. Louis de Broglie proposed that particles can have a wave nature and this fact was later verified.

The pursuit!

The life we lead right now,some how, i feel is only a rendition of the past, just with more neon signs and well lit roads at night. And long distances made shorter and the short negligible distances mad so large b/w the people.
The pursuit is simple yet complex, orderly yet de-arranged, as evry1ne is out there tryng to prove smthng to the world or more probably only to himself.
This life is to be pursued bt observing the homo-sapien population now, it can be written even the other way around. Yet every1ne is claiming to pursue, to win, to go ahead without even knowng whats the pursuit all about, what is the pursuit anyways all about? Tryng to conquer the world, that is a sinch for "now-people" as somehow, everybody is tryng to conquer the world and somehow, i mean, somehow, they all believe that many have conquered it, no one knows the constraints of this victory but everybody is pursuing, fighting out there just to conquer the world, "just" to conquer the world.

Phenomena!

Love, is capitalized and characterized by its unavailability, it's unreachability, by longing, when I'm blinded and reaching far. It only disappoints without failure, conversely while failing itself. It is because of this that I too, want to be unreachable, distant. It is the only way I will, by transitive properties, become love itself. prove through stories of paradox that love, suitably qualified, does and does not exist.

This worldly over-distancing, this brazen compartmentalization, will turn my heart into stone. The simplicity and complexity of Socratic education proves everything is relative, constructed, and even the aesthetics are purely a manifestation of something that fills this "void"; and thus, we are members of this purgatorial destitute.

I want all the knowledge in the world. I never want a person to make me wonder again, no more disappointments, heartbreaks, despair. None of it has been worth it!

Success-A perplexed phenomena.

Hi ,,i want to ask you something.. r u successful??

Don't even try to dwell on this question or else u ll waste many days jus thinking abt dis and den realising gng nowhere, jus like it happened to me..!!
Is success the amount of satisfaction we have or the amount of dissatisfaction that remains yet to be conquered, the successful is often said to be happy.. so is it happyness, wt measures ur success.!
Human tendency also have it in it to be dissatisfied as soon as the next 1ne is more "successful".
The next 1ne could be anyone,, ur neighbour,, ur team mate,, ur colleague,, ur cousin of whom u dnt even the last name but still as soon as they go beyond wt they shud have acc to you,, u become unsuccessful.. ryt?

A hypocritic life

When was the last time u remember doing something gud, for ne1ne or i shud rather say for yourself.
For anyone the ans could be a long thought but for yourself, the ans would be everything.Now we only do wt is gud 4 us and not 4 welfare or nethng that cud be a social obligation. Cuz in the name of fast our lives have becum meaningless(I knw u disagree), we can actually surpass nethng by jus sayng that i dnt have time.
i guess that all these gadgets and computers have made our work fast, what wud have taken us days can be done in a jiffy now. we take less tym to do everything but i jus want to ask that where has the rest of the time gone..???

Hazaaron Khwaishein Aisi Ki Har Khwaish Pe Dam Nikle

हजारों ख्वाहिशें ऐसी कि हर ख्वाहिश पे दम निकले
बहुत निकले मेरे अरमाँ, लेकिन फिर भी कम निकले

डरे क्यों मेरा कातिल क्या रहेगा उसकी गर्दन पर
वो खून जो चश्म-ऐ-तर से उम्र भर यूं दम-ब-दम निकले

निकलना खुल्द से आदम का सुनते आये हैं लेकिन
बहुत बे-आबरू होकर तेरे कूचे से हम निकले

भ्रम खुल जाये जालीम तेरे कामत कि दराजी का
अगर इस तुर्रा-ए-पुरपेच-ओ-खम का पेच-ओ-खम निकले

Have we lost our souls????

I am reading about the notion of Soul loss a book on Shamanism and Jung by C. Michael Smith. It has me thinking that the angst I see that so many people I work with and what I see unfolding in our society is about this concept of soul loss. This term would have been used to refer to a person who was depressed or possessed by some kind of illness. In our time it is well suited to describe the malaise we feel that underlies our addictions and feeling of lacking in purpose…emptiness. One of the ideas behind soul loss is that it causes us to feel like we have lost our vital energy. Do you feel excited and motivated about your life? Are you rearing to get up each morning and live your life with that kind of spirit or are you numbed out and tired of the same old same old. One of the ways we get back our soul is by trying to find a way to bring back what is sacred.

Even the most distant dream can be realized with determination and persistence.

In 1883, a creative engineer named John Roebling was inspired by an idea to build a spectacular bridge connecting New York with the Long Island. However bridge building experts throughout the world thought that this was an impossible feat and told Roebling to forget the idea. It just could not be done. It was not practical. It had never been done before.

Roebling could not ignore the vision he had in his mind of this bridge. He thought about it all the time and he knew deep in his heart that it could be done. He just had to share the dream with someone else. After much discussion and persuasion he managed to convince his son Washington, an up and coming engineer, that the bridge in fact could be built. 

Most interesting facts!!

1. If you are right handed, you will tend to chew your food on your right side. If you are left handed, you will tend to chew your food on your left side.

2. If you stop getting thirsty, you need to drink more water. For when a human body is dehydrated, its thirst mechanism shuts off.

3. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

4. Your tongue is germ free only if it is pink. If it is white there is a thin film of bacteria on it.

5. The Mercedes-Benz motto is “Das Beste oder Nichts” meaning “the best or nothing”.

6. The Titanic was the first ship to use the SOS signal.

Believe in yourself !!

So have you tried something and you have failed?? May be numerous times. You may have been told you have no talent, aren't cut out for "this business" or are never going to "make it in this line of work".

Well don't be discouraged. The following are stories of people who were told the same thing or something similar and went on to be major successes!

You might just recognize a few:

The vice president of Columbia told this actor that he was never going to make it in the business. The actor? - Harrison Ford

His first book was rejected by 12 publishing houses and sixteen agents. - John Grisham

Turned down by a recording company saying "We don't like their sound and guitar music is on the way out" They were talking about the Beatles

Was told by his father that he would amount to nothing and be a disgrace to himself and his family - Charles Darwin

Told by a music teacher "as a composer he is hopeless" - Beethoven

Fired from a newspaper because he "lacked imagination and had no original ideas" - Walt Disney

Rejected a total of 140 times. The book? Chicken Soup for the Soul. It now has 65 different titles and has sold over 80 million copies all over the world.

Told by a teacher he was "too stupid to learn anything" Thomas Edison

Failed the sixth grade - Winston Churchill

Wasn't able to speak until he was almost 4 years old and his teachers said he would "never amount to much" - Albert Einstein

Did poorly in school and failed at running the family farm - Isaac Newton

Was cut from the high school basketball team, went home, locked himself in his room and cried - Michael Jordan

Producer told her she was "unattractive" and could not act - Marilyn Monroe

But they always had faith that something in them was superior than the circumstances, so, Believe in yourself bcoz chances are that if you don't, nobody else will !!

Go for it !

It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done them better.

The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again because there is no effort without error and shortcomings, who knows the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at his best knows in the end the high achievement of triumph and who at worst, if he fails while daring greatly, knows his place shall never be with those timid and cold souls who know neither victory nor defeat.

So, don't mind wat people say, just go for it!!

Never say die!!

A 10-year-old boy decided to study judo despite the fact that he had lost his left arm in a devastating car accident. The boy began lessons with an old Japanese judo master.
The boy was doing well, so he couldn't understand why, after three months of training the master had taught him only one move. "Sensei," the boy finally said, "Shouldn't I be learning more moves?" "This is the only move you know, but this is the only move you'll ever need to know," the sensei replied. Not quite understanding, but believing in his teacher, the boy kept training. Several months later, the sensei took the boy to his first tournament.

Surprising himself, the boy easily won his first two matches. The third match proved to be more difficult, but after some time, his opponent became impatient and charged; the boy deftly used his one move to win the match. Still amazed by his success, the boy was now in the finals. This time, his opponent was bigger, stronger, and more experienced.. For a while, the boy appeared to be overmatched. Concerned that the boy might get hurt, the referee called a time-out.

He was about to stop the match when the sensei intervened. "No," the sensei insisted, "Let him continue." Soon after the match resumed, his opponent made a critical mistake: he dropped his guard. Instantly, the boy used his move to pin him. The boy had won the match and the tournament. He was the champion.
On the way home, the boy and sensei reviewed every move in each and every match. Then the boy summoned the courage to ask what was really on his mind. "Sensei, how did I win the tournament with only one move?" "You won for two reasons," the sensei answered. "First, you've almost mastered one of the most difficult throws in all of judo.
And second, the only known defense for that move is for your opponent to grab your left arm." The boy's biggest weakness had become his biggest strength."Sometimes we feel that we have certain weaknesses and we blame god, the circumstances and our self for it but we never know that our weakness can become our strength one day.

Each of us is special and important, so never think you have any weakness, never think of pride or pain, just live your life to its fullest and extract the best out of it!"
If We Don'tIf you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.
If you don't ask, the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
If you don't have a dream, you'll never succeed.
If you don't stretch, you'll never have it.